Tough time happens

9 June 2014

I don't know where to start. There's so much I need to say..

Alright, let's "blaaaaa" about some random thoughts today.  

Let's talk about my BLOG.

Blogging is a great place to share your thoughts, thought you need to get out from your mind. Get out everything that circulates in your head for a day. Some things you want to keep as a memory and some things that you just want to get out of your thoughts. A diary to keep track of where I had myself all these years. I started a few years ago. I think I was about 16 years old when I started my first . I had no idea what it could do for me . I did it mostly because during my teenage time, blogging is like a trend. So i started to blog. hahahaha. I am blogging not because I wanted everybody else would read it. it was only for my own sake. Then it evolved into people actually started reading my blog and I was motivated to inspire people with my thoughts , hard work and i really love what i was doing.

A lot of people asked me : What you blog about? Still got people reading blog?

Yes, blogging might be outdated. Because everyone is lazy to READ. I know that.

Everyone prefer watching YOUTUBE video now, that's the reason why Youtubers are now way more famous than a lot of bloggers & celebrities. (⌒-⌒; )

SIGHHHH, I'm at a breaking point now again. 

Sometimes, it's hard to pretend to be happy when deep inside, I am just breaking apart.

Sometimes, i really feel like giving up my blog. I've lost myself tons of times.  

But i don't wanna give up, it's something that i manage for years. So many efforts that i've put in. I wanna do it WELL. I like getting compliments, who doesn't. It came back positive feedback & comment that gave me motivation to continue. I feel really happy when someone tells me they read my blog. That's what keep me motivate all these years. Of course, I had some negatives comments too.

Haters gonna hate. All i can do is just take the negative as fuel to work harder..

Once you're in this industry, you have to accept everything that throws at you. (¬_¬)

Blogging & my online business is all i have right now. I feel so stressful sometime. But no one understand why. People often thought that being a blogger is just everything being pretty, being perfect, earning big bucks, getting huge sponsors but at the end of the day. BUT, It's not as simple as what you think and it's not easy to manage a blog + online business at the same time. 

Very often, I am asked if there are any downsides about being in the public eye, yes of course. Many. I'm really not perfect. Nothing close to perfect. In fact, no one is. I've made a mistake and like every other human being. So, don't judge. You don't have privacy at times, you have to be prepared to get criticism by others. It's really ridiculous when people criticism you even though they don't know you. Story makers everywhere. I've no time for them, i should just do what i suppose to do. At the end of the day, that's my life. Am i right?

Never stop making your life what you want it to be.

LEARN, LEAD and LOVE your own journey.

Well…...Maybe i should go back to FITNESS. Exercise keeps me Positive all the time.
Believe it or not, I've skipped gym for months. YES I'M SERIOUS. How could that possibly happen right? hahahaha. But i'm not giving up, NO WAY! I'm still in love with workout, passionate about fitness. I know right, long time never SHARE about my fitness tips in my blog, just some short video in my Instagram….HAHAHAHA (>_<)

A photo of my current condition #abs 

The result of not going to gym & not eating clean for months. 

I'm sure my fat percentage is more than 20% now. ABS is bloated!

Will boost myself up this month & cut down the fats. 

No worries dearie, I'm preparing for next fitness post now. I will be back ❤

Do let me know what you all want me to share about :)

Thanks for reading * xoxo

with love,

Karen