Move on

6 November 2013

My life is too busy lately, don't even have time to breathe *lol*

Sorry for neglecting my blog, i'm feeling guilty for not keep my blog updated...Everyone is asking me the same question once they saw me ..."Why you never update your blog?" .. Seriously i don't know what should i say. October is such a busy and tough month for me, things happened... There are so much unhappiness and mixed feelings...Guess what, i've just made the toughest decision few days/week ago. Yes, I've just ended my 4 years relationship with him, someone that i used to RELY on. It is an imperfect relationship that i've been holding on for so long. The decision may be painful, but it will be clear cut. Don't ask me why, It's a long long long story! I don't know where to start...What i can say is.....Everything happens for a reason. what goes around comes around...

爱情其实是一种习惯，你习惯生活中有他，他习惯生活中有你。拥有的时候不觉得什么，一旦失去，却仿佛失去了所有。没错，只是一种习惯而已。拥有时，不必要惊讶, 失去时，不需要伤悲，时间会让一切习惯改变, 即使曾经快乐甜蜜、即使曾经悲痛欲绝。

It won’t be easy getting my life back on track and I'm feeling scared and lost sometimes, but then, what opportunities lie ahead? I always telling myself that the whole world is there at my fingertips. Who knows where life will take me now? Right?

Yes. i might be a lil emotional sometimes. But i will try to be strong, focus on the positive side of everything & of course work hard for my goal ! Chase after my dream! Wish me luck ♥

亲爱的自己，你必须找到除了爱情之外，能够使你用双脚坚强站在大地上的东西； 亲爱的自己，你要自信甚至是自恋一点，时刻提醒自己我值得拥有最好的一切。